I have to be honest, it has been a rough couple of days and nights. I have had no idea why my anxiety was up and roaring, but I can’t imagine I was the most pleasant human to be around. SORRY CONNOR. Mila has been battling a cold with a pretty nasty fever. I became extremely aware when she started feeling better today that it was the sole reason for my restlessness.
She was such a trooper getting over her cold, but she did have some rough nights of sleep. While I have been capable of getting through these nights before, it really tested my patience more than normal. It was hard for me when she woke EVERY HOUR not to feel as if all our progress was crashing. I can be quite the drama queen when I do not have the amount of sleep I need. I am finally in a better place where I can say with confidence, it is only temporary, I will sleep longer soon.
Here’s to hoping that Mila will continue to be the happy and healthy baby she is so that mama can do the same.